Demi Cinta

Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku,
Dan kubawa kau seperti diriku

Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta

Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku

Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Jujur, aku tak kuasa,
Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi,
Kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

I <3 this song
The lyrics sings for itself

I just feel like writing and saying things...

Its raining
I love when it rains...
Especially daytime

Im supposed to go to bathe and turn in soon
But here I am waiting for some dish to be fully cooked at a game *hits forehead for stupidity*
But I just dont feel like talking much actually but I wana be by myself. hmm...maybe I'd talk to some people. Maybe you...just maybe. I'm not myself today. I feel kinda down. No i dont need cheering up. I'll be okay. Just talk to me when you see me tomorrow. I have this feeling...its like a pain in the chest, its that feeling when you've had too much and all you want to do is cry and be alone.

I dont need anyone. I'll be fine on my own. Just for today. Tomorrow, I'll be my happy self again. You'll see.

Todays just not my day

Feeling sad today :(
Some people just like to kill the spirit in us.
They say things that makes us sad...
Pressing us with more and more...
Until finally we fall apart and break into tears.

Why be with people that don't appreciate us
Why not be with people who likes us for us ...
although we like them less...atleast they wont hurt us by rejection
So be with the people who loves us ...

Sick :(

What a start for the New Year.
Was kinda enthusiastically looking forward but...
Im just so sick ...gastritis, indigestion a fever and fatigue
I dont remember the last time i felt this sick :((
Mommy help me :((

Ughh...and this just reminds me, if you dont have $ make sure you have family/friends! Rnduring the pain is one thing, having support from people around is another.

Ughh...im just so sad at this moment.