Monday, 29 December 2008

Browsing on hp :-(

Listening to the soothing voice of Josh groban..she's out of my life... Here i am blogging on my hp again, after looking at brochures of laptops,comparing the specs n brands. As always,i tried to do a lil research the absence of a computer, id just have to do it on my dismay :-( its darn slow n scrolling took forever..loading took ages *sighs*.i lost my patience n gave up.. hmm.. Guess I have to buy the notebook without research tis time :-(. Just hope its gona work fine, wish myself all the best.

Saturday, 27 December 2008

Winkers in pain

Been busy with the baby..
Baby activities currently ,
Sleep...milk...burp...sleep...cry...milk...poops...diaper change...bathe...milk...
Babys got an eye infection n i think he has passed it on to me...*winks* yaa the eyes are a lil bit uncomfy
Duhh negative energy does attract more negativity! Shoo ... B gone now!


Great just great...
My laptop is broken n beyond repair...*sighs*
I planned to get a new laptop after 2 years BUT did not plan for my current to break down *hikss*
Wats worse .. all my stuffs stored in it...all GONE ~_~;
Im just so devastated, it happened without warning.
Omg! I sound like i just lost a lover...
Darn yes!we've been together for almost 2...
years :-(
Rest in peace my loyal companion. I'll get over this soon n find a better one.

Friday, 26 December 2008

Quality time

Here i am ...devastated n worried about the broken laptop. Still bloging on hp :p well ...spending less time infront of pc means more time wit the family. Was watchng my sister bathe and nurse her baby. Was playing with the nieces n nephews a.k.a. The gremlins :p
Spending more time @ the dining n family hall...definitely talking alot n laughing alot...
Alot of quality time :-D

A few days and its new year :)

Its close to new year ..
Time to recollect on what has been achieved throughout the year and its time to kick start on plans for the new year...
Haven't any proud achievements to shout about in 2008...i wouldn't say its full of failures either...lets just say.. it was slow n there were no major progresses. This year was about sustaining..from falling.
Count your blessings thats wat has been really thankful.
Looking forward to the new year...hope for nothing other than to progress in every aspects of life.Definitely to strive harder to be a better person. To learn more, to acquire new skills and to be more understanding and supportive to people who matters to me.
Happy New Year all !

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

What a great day :)

The flu n cough is bothering me...
Its been a week
My laptops dead, it just wouldnt start
Arggghhh !
Wat a great day !

Monday, 22 December 2008

In bed...
getting ready to sleep...
listening to nineballs' hingga akhir waktu...
Ku coba untuk melawan hati
Tapi hampa terasa,disini tanpamu
Bagiku smua sangat brarti lagi..
Ku ingin kau d sini tepiskan sepiku bersamamu...
Tak kan pernah ada yg lain disisi, segenap jiwa hanya untukmu
Dan..Tak kan mungkin ada yang lain disisi..ku ingin kau disini tepis kan sepiku bersama mu...
Hingga akhir waktu...

Sunday, 21 December 2008


Why do i feel like a burden to u?
Why am i confused between tolerate n compromise
Why do u feel that i don't understand you
Why am i consumed by all these?

Saturday, 20 December 2008

Empty n singing

U can say wat u want but it wont change my mind
U can tell ur reasons but it wont change my feelings..
I feel the same about u

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

That was close!

Half an inch would have changed my day,my life!
Going to work on a normal day when the car infront reversed towards mine...
It was so close...luckily it stopped half an inch before my car,
Thats when he-the stupid irresponsible driver heard my honking n paid attention to the wheels instead of his handphone! Wat a total jerk n a piss off!

Sunday, 14 December 2008


Feeling rather crappy...
Tis fever is bothering me
Popped enuf pills n vitamins to make it go away but am still feelin weak
The shower helped a bit
I think I need a massage...badly :(

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Counting years' eve ?

Have always been counting the days... counting the days
for every event :)
well wat the heck ...why do i have to count
let others count for a change ....
giving myself a rest to the counting :D

Monday, 8 December 2008

Sorry, I can't love you

You were there when I'm down
When i needed to smile
You listened to me
You shared alot with me
All the little things you do
tells me how much you care

I cherish every moment
every little thing you did
I enjoyed your company

But...its not love
You were there to make me forget him
there when ...I needed to get my mind off him
and I needed to hate him
but no matter how hard i try
deep inside he is still a part of me
a part of me that just wouldn't go

God knows I've tried
I've tried so hard to hate him
not hard enough maybe...
I have tried my best to love you
I tried hard enough to love you
but ....I can't
He has taken my heart and
I cant' love you without my heart

I've tried to say I love you
but the words just got stuck ....
I couldn't lie to myself

In the end...
all I can say to you is...
"I'm sorry and Thank you"

Sunday, 7 December 2008

I wanna come home...

I feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you...

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home...

Friday, 5 December 2008

Like a burning candle

His sacrifice ...

Like a candle,

burning itself

to give light to others