What's in her head...

Tomorrows' April...
Counting the days...
Maybe im not meant to be happy
Maybe im meant to make people happy
Well atleast someone's happy
When ...
loving but not having...
Having but not loving...
I was told to...give a chance for someone to love me... even when I can't love them back
Afterall life's temporary and is too short to be searching and waiting...
Today I was also reminded that...
What can't be seen doesn't mean it doesn't exist ...

Nothing important ...just grumpy !

Woke up to one of those grumpy days !
Ighhhhhhh !!!!
A black cloud must be up there ...following me.
Feel so agitated and everything just seem to iritate me !
Hope the day passes and ends fast
One thing for sure, my doctor needs to get SCREWED!
I just lost it with him !

Yet another quote :)

When you have the choice between being right and being kind just choose kind. ~ Wayne Dyer

IM GONNA HAVE TO LAUGH ON THIS ! LOLS! xD

Goodbye

I guess I'm gonna have to cry and
let go of some of the things I love
to get to the other side...
Its sad but sometimes moving on
with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye

Birdy POOP

Unsure of what it brings ...

But a bird sure did poo on my head !

What ever it means...

Sure hope its something positive...

So far for sure, it pooed on my scarf not my hair

Thank God I had my scarf on *phewww*

Think of it in a way... its not easy to get pooed on ...

even if you stand on the street for years :P

So... I must be lucky then

To be pooed on after living for 25 years :)

All the things he said....

All the things he said...
All the things he said...

Running thru my head....
Running thru my head....

All the things he said...

Song, inspired by TATU
Singing out of sleepiness...on a Monday with a whole lot of workload *yess!**

Contemplating

Things just seem to flow nicely...
Issues resolved without having to be decided with
All just seem to give way to my plans
Is it just a coincidence ?
I think its fated...
Cos it made my move seem right that its not an option anymore
Im enthusiastic and excited...
But am also sad and at times contemplating..
Hope things would start well :-)

Anticipating good news tomorrow

Can't wait for tomorrow...
Hope to hear something positive
It'd be a new start for me
Something I've been waiting for quite sometime now

Let's just anticipate positive and good news coming tomorrow :)

'U always need an assurance, don't U?'

'U always need an assurance,don't u?' this question caught my attention. Little did i realise this has always been 'me'. I started recollecting on my past experiences and one really good example was a ring which was engraved ...'his name' loves me. Ofcourse, it was my idea, i thought its kinda sweet and not ordinary with just names and dates. I wanted something more meaningful. We both agreed to it anyway.
So, whenever i had the chance to look at the ring n read the engravement, i'd smile- full of assurance...
So, the answer to the question is YES.

Blessed

So happy to receive well wishes ...

It really put a smile on my face and I felt so blessed ...

There are people who cares and take their time to do little things ..

Little things which means BIG to me

Time to really acknowledge and realise all these

and bring happiness to others in return

Start spreading love around...

My dream

I dreamt quite a few lastnite,
it felt like a thousand dreams
But its the nigthmare that i remember
yes, I can remember only one clearly
That was you...
I dreamt of you
I came to you,
But you left me
My sharp, round,
inquisitive brown eyes all puffed up
and swollen today...
You left me,
Not uttering
not a word to me ....

taking a closer look

Everything looks perfect from far away,
Coming down now, to take a closer look

When what seems wrong is right

The wrong thing is actually the right thing to do when everything right goes wrong and everything wrong seems right.

LIES

When everyone tells the same lie, the lie automatically becomes a truth

Heartless

I'm left with nothing
All that I've hoped for shattered
All that I've believed in were nothing but lies
All that I thought as you .... was actually somebody else...
All that I thought was mine .... was actually shared with others

My heart was yours to keep, you kept it well enough,
well enough so that its yours and only yours alone...
The heart that only you could touch
The heart that only you could hurt
This heart kept away from others ...
is a lonely one ...
Till its last beat ... only yours