Life's simple pleasures

I miss this place

2011-11-27T21:30:00.002+07:00

I thought Ive forgotten this place. I miss this place, yes a lil but i did :) I think today is someones birthday. Happy Birthday, wish you lots of happiness and may God Bless You and your family.

Its June of 2011 already !

2011-06-08T08:50:00.000+07:00

Glad we've reached mid of 2011 already woohoo... i cant wait for 2012, something instore for me :)) Just here for some updates and am back to work now. Work for me has been busier than ever ! There goes my internet life and so on .... Owhh and im in love ! <3

He said "I love you"

2011-02-11T12:42:00.000+07:00

The last time he called me, that was after quite a long time since we talked to each other on the phone. He said "I love you". And... i didnt reply him. I know it could be an "ouch" moment for him for not hearing the same from me but i had my reservations, i just hope he understands "our" situation :)

Today, im grateful :)

2011-02-11T10:05:00.001+07:00

One of those unproductive days would be today. Still going thru the tasks in front of me but just merely doing one after another without really looking at their prioritites and objectives. Afterall, one excusable reason would be that the weekend is approaching. Havent been too good with health too recently. After being hit with a series of "hardwork" my body's defenses weakened and got a really

Another weekend project

2011-02-10T21:21:00.001+07:00

So much for a weekend project ...My egg tarts didn’t turn out too well. I only have 6 tart moulds (mini ones) and so I had a total of 5 batches done. The first batch looks fine but I wasn’t satisfied with the taste cos I’ve had (bought) really nice ones before. The problem with mine was that the pastry didn’t crumble and the taste ... it lacked that buttery taste. And the filling needs to be

EGGS IN YOUR FACE !

2011-01-31T08:37:00.001+07:00

I've been kept in the dark of natural facial remedies and thats a big ughhhh ! Another finding after the tomato is the E G G and its the YOLK (imagine the smell) :P Its supposed to tighten pores and also cure acne problems (im yet to check on these) although i got to see someone who has proven how it worked on her pimply skin yesterday. So, im sorry brownies, the eggs will now go on the face

Brownies and appreciation ;)

2011-01-29T19:13:00.001+07:00

I have so many to write about tonight ! My house smells of baked chocolate ! Yessss.... im making brownies. For the past 3 days been baking them non-stop! I enjoy baking them and eating them crumbs. And so im now the official Brownie baker and promoter haha ....well it is just a start of something that could be a lucrative business and who knows i can leave my current job to be a brownie maker J

TOMATOES for the face

2011-01-17T14:51:00.000+07:00

Am not a fan of tomatoes unless ofcourse theyre in spaghetti or tabouleh and thats about it. Today I found another use for tomatoes, thanks to girly lunch talks. We were first talking about acnes and how to remove them and bla bla bla and came the mightly super healing power of the fruit vegetable TOMATO. This girlfriend was sharing how good it was at shrinking her pores and also healed her

I vs WE

2010-12-05T22:11:00.000+07:00

QS : What have "YOU" done ? ANS : "WE" spent the weekend cleaning and cheering the kids QS : What are "YOUr" plans to help this organisation ? ANS : "WE" are going to start bla bla bla .... Why is it that everytime we are asked individually "YOU" and the answer is "WE" ? Have you not done something on "YOUR" own ? Start today by asking yourself - What have "I" done today ? Have "I"

Hada Labo - My review

2010-11-29T10:16:00.010+07:00

Here's my review of the talked about "Hada Labo".Before some intro - let me just comment on the advert "photo above" which says - One drop locks an ocean :D ..based on my experience. Its exagerating i would think.Some quick intro - facts about this renowned Japanese skincare brand:Its star product, Super Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Lotion , one of the top sellers in Japan. So popular that a bottle

Mind VS body

2010-11-29T09:05:00.002+07:00

My mind says that im not feeling well today. Its something about a sore body and a back ache maybe... And so i checked with body, "is everything okay ? " Apparently body feels good today. No sore, back ache what so ever. Hmmmm.... and so im questioning mind again .... "what are you talking about?" My body feels good !?!! How could you say such a thing ! This is a good body day ! And till now...

Where's the positive in this ?

2010-11-22T08:09:00.003+07:00

Been a while, thats for sure :)Before writing about the actual topic, let me just share mymy thought for this morning ...Theres no going back to start a new beginning ...but we can move forward that is ...to start today and make a new endingWhere's the positive in this ?Somethings are just not meant to be No matter how hard you've tried It just won't be what you want it to be

Come back to me

2010-02-12T21:22:00.001+07:00

You say you gotta go and find yourselfYou say that you're becoming someone elseDon't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at youYou say you're leaving as you look awayI know there's really nothing left to sayJust know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for youSo I'll let you go, I'll set you freeAnd when you've seen what you need to seeWhen you find you...come back to meTake your

Playing games ?

2010-02-12T21:04:00.002+07:00

I just cant understand why he could say that I was playing us like games....I have to start thinking hard about thisI dont know what im suppose to feel about it...What i know a good feeling its not :(

Demi Cinta

2010-01-20T13:23:00.001+07:00

Maaf, ku telah menyakitimuKu telah kecewakanmuBahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku, Dan kubawa kau seperti dirikuWalau hati ini t'rus menangisMenahan kesakitan iniTapi ku lakukan semua demi cintaAkhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatikuSegalanya t'lah ku berikanJuga semua kekurangankuJika memang ini yang terbaikUntuk diriku dan dirinyaKan ku t'rima semua demi cintaJujur, aku tak kuasa,

I just feel like writing and saying things...

2010-01-12T21:01:00.003+07:00

Its rainingI love when it rains...Especially daytimeIm supposed to go to bathe and turn in soonBut here I am waiting for some dish to be fully cooked at a game *hits forehead for stupidity*But I just dont feel like talking much actually but I wana be by myself. hmm...maybe I'd talk to some people. Maybe you...just maybe. I'm not myself today. I feel kinda down. No i dont need cheering up. I'll be

Todays just not my day

2010-01-12T20:52:00.002+07:00

Feeling sad today :(Some people just like to kill the spirit in us.They say things that makes us sad...Pressing us with more and more...Until finally we fall apart and break into tears.Why be with people that don't appreciate usWhy not be with people who likes us for us ...although we like them less...atleast they wont hurt us by rejectionSo be with the people who loves us ...

Sick :(

2010-01-03T18:25:00.003+07:00

What a start for the New Year.Was kinda enthusiastically looking forward but...Im just so sick ...gastritis, indigestion a fever and fatigueI dont remember the last time i felt this sick :((Mommy help me :((Ughh...and this just reminds me, if you dont have $ make sure you have family/friends! Rnduring the pain is one thing, having support from people around is another.Ughh...im just so sad at

You L O V E me !

2009-12-07T19:54:00.002+07:00

How hard is it to say I love you. How hard is it to say I love you too...Unless, you don't really love me Expressing love is one thing and just saying it is anotherTelling the person you love how much you love them can be the greatest thing you could do to them. Everyone needs assurance once in a while.

Thank you " M E "

2009-11-18T20:05:00.002+07:00

Caring and thinking for yourself is labelled as selfish ?When was the last time you thanked yourself for anything?Thanking yourself ...for working hardfor the self motivation for being there when there's no one elseCan't help it but ....most times...Its only yourself that you can count and depend on =]

Your birthday

2009-11-11T09:14:00.002+07:00

Today is your birthday!Well, you may think you're special the fact that I remember your birth dateWell, the truth is, you "were" special before I left you, lols!But your birthdate is just too nice, 11.11.XXXX.Happy Birthday YOU! And OMG, you're 37 this year!!!Anyway, God bless you, your wife and your adorable kids ;)

December

2009-11-11T08:53:00.004+07:00

Call me sentimental or anything such, but december brings me back to my childhood.My sister says I never grow up, yeah whatever :))December brings me fond childhood memories, the best memories so far :) (yeah, it beats falling in love!)As a child, December is ...being in a foreign landSleeping in hotelsVisiting theme parksVisiting zoosEating ice-creamDinner at fancy restaurants or side walk cafes

"keep your words soft and sweet just in case you have to eat them."

2009-11-09T09:15:00.002+07:00

"keep your words soft and sweet just in case you have to eat them"I've chose the above as my quote for the day.Never been a believer of saying things nicely. the normal me would just blurt out things the way suppose to be,i.e. harsh or soft or sweet.Never took the initiative to make it sound sweeter for sure !So, my words would be what I want to say, sweet or bitter as long as its said. Don't

missed u, lots

2009-06-16T10:23:00.002+07:00

Missed u much Wished you could pay more attention Wished you could be here moreRead more of my writing yeah...its always more and more I heart u :)

T A C T L E S S

2009-04-28T01:25:00.003+07:00

Inconsiderate in dealing with anothers' feelingsNot handling in a proper mannerWas it ignorance ?The lack of understanding?Insensitivity towards others?

Sacked, fired, retrenched

2009-04-20T11:08:00.004+07:00

This morning one of my bosses gave his final goodbyeHe was in tears as he told us that he was resigningPrejudged from his performance, we all knew he was sackedI was reminded of a recent conversation he had with one of my close friendsBeing the bread winner of her family (as she was married to an unemployed man) he asked her about respect and expectations from the family for being an unemployed

Lost

2009-04-18T12:21:00.000+07:00

Today started all cranky n moody like a nagging grandma *sighs*Laziness surrounds n am having a crazy thought of disappearing tis weekend. Just leave, switch of my phone n shut everyone out.

Moving on

2009-04-17T21:44:00.008+07:00

In a confused state of mind unable to think clearly most things jumbled up hence the misjudgment. Moving on just has to be one of the many which i have forced onto me but yet again its just a word which actions needed to be done. The initiative just isn't there without the willingness the mind body and soul just seems to miscommunicate. Counting on external persuasion which never seemed to be

Like

2009-04-15T21:02:00.004+07:00

Like...is a fondness towards something, someoneIts at times overly usedOverrated tooMaybe underated as it could be a beginning of positive feelingstowards something or someone :-)Which if felt intensely could turn to loveBut like is LIKE as of now...liking doesn't mean loving what you likeloving doesn't mean liking what you loveLols !what am I sayingas of now ...i know that ...i will not say I

...

2009-04-13T21:59:00.000+07:00

Too long...Too late..Who was i to make u wait...Just 1 chance...Just in case theres just 1 left..I love u..I missed u..Been faraway for too long...I keep dreaming that u'll be with me n u'll never goHold on to me, Never let me go.

Everyday

2009-04-10T18:34:00.002+07:00

Everyday is an unending continuation of the day before with short little dreamlike breaks for recharging only to pick up where we left off unvarying unchanging zombies trudging along thoughts filled with a long string of words and emotionsbrought forward from hundreds of days ago a tiny degree added onto each chapter uncertain about the tiny disturbance nudging at the back of our headsa vague

one of those long and pretty nites :-)

2009-04-04T22:02:00.001+07:00

Maafkan aku

2009-04-03T21:46:00.000+07:00

Maafkan aku.Semoga kesungguhanmu bisa membuka hati ini.

Gudnite

2009-04-02T22:17:00.003+07:00

Feeling so weak, she lies on her warm cosy bedSo helplessly weak, almost frailClosing her eyes, she forces herself to sleepPraying to be granted a sleep thats deepHoping to wake up a self thats freshEyes that shinesA pale skin turned rosy againThe body frail no moreShe hopes for nothing moreBut to be herself once again

Thinking of you...

2009-04-02T11:43:00.003+07:00

Comparisons are easily doneOnce you've had a taste of perfectionLike an apple hanging from a treeI picked the ripest oneI still got the seed...You said move on, Where do I go ?I guess second best ...Is all I will knowCause when I'm with himI am thinking of you...You're like an Indian summerIn the middle of a winterLike a hard candyWith a surprise centerHow do I get betterOnce I've had the best...

My lucky nite

2009-04-01T23:47:00.002+07:00

I really had fun toniteThe music was greatThe food so lavishingly good...Hmm, the keyboardist was irritating cos he was staring at me the whole niteDespite it, i had a really gud time...Ive never had luck @ lucky draws n tis was my 1st time...So lucky to get a nites stay @ a 7 star hotel n resort... For 2 :pJust what i needed, a relaxing breakKinda sleepy...havent been out tis late for quite a

What's in her head...

2009-03-31T21:53:00.001+07:00

Tomorrows' April...Counting the days...Maybe im not meant to be happyMaybe im meant to make people happyWell atleast someone's happyWhen ... loving but not having...Having but not loving...I was told to...give a chance for someone to love me... even when I can't love them backAfterall life's temporary and is too short to be searching and waiting...Today I was also reminded that...What can't be

Nothing important ...just grumpy !

2009-03-30T07:28:00.003+07:00

Woke up to one of those grumpy days !Ighhhhhhh !!!!A black cloud must be up there ...following me.Feel so agitated and everything just seem to iritate me !Hope the day passes and ends fastOne thing for sure, my doctor needs to get SCREWED!I just lost it with him !

Yet another quote :)

2009-03-30T07:27:00.001+07:00

When you have the choice between being right and being kind just choose kind. ~ Wayne DyerIM GONNA HAVE TO LAUGH ON THIS ! LOLS! xD

Goodbye

2009-03-28T21:20:00.002+07:00

I guess I'm gonna have to cry and let go of some of the things I loveto get to the other side...Its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye

Birdy POOP

2009-03-26T10:54:00.007+07:00

Unsure of what it brings ...But a bird sure did poo on my head ! What ever it means...Sure hope its something positive...So far for sure, it pooed on my scarf not my hair Thank God I had my scarf on *phewww*Think of it in a way... its not easy to get pooed on ... even if you stand on the street for years :PSo... I must be lucky thenTo be pooed on after living for 25 years :)

All the things he said....

2009-03-23T12:19:00.002+07:00

All the things he said...All the things he said...Running thru my head....Running thru my head....All the things he said...Song, inspired by TATUSinging out of sleepiness...on a Monday with a whole lot of workload *yess!**

Contemplating

2009-03-22T21:15:00.001+07:00

Things just seem to flow nicely...Issues resolved without having to be decided withAll just seem to give way to my plansIs it just a coincidence ? I think its fated...Cos it made my move seem right that its not an option anymoreIm enthusiastic and excited...But am also sad and at times contemplating..Hope things would start well :-)

Anticipating good news tomorrow

2009-03-20T19:38:00.009+07:00

Can't wait for tomorrow...Hope to hear something positive It'd be a new start for meSomething I've been waiting for quite sometime nowLet's just anticipate positive and good news coming tomorrow :)

'U always need an assurance, don't U?'

2009-03-20T02:45:00.003+07:00

'U always need an assurance,don't u?' this question caught my attention. Little did i realise this has always been 'me'. I started recollecting on my past experiences and one really good example was a ring which was engraved ...'his name' loves me. Ofcourse, it was my idea, i thought its kinda sweet and not ordinary with just names and dates. I wanted something more meaningful. We both agreed to

Blessed

2009-03-19T09:44:00.004+07:00

So happy to receive well wishes ...It really put a smile on my face and I felt so blessed ...There are people who cares and take their time to do little things ..Little things which means BIG to me Time to really acknowledge and realise all these and bring happiness to others in returnStart spreading love around...

My dream

2009-03-14T21:42:00.004+07:00

I dreamt quite a few lastnite,it felt like a thousand dreamsBut its the nigthmare that i rememberyes, I can remember only one clearlyThat was you...I dreamt of youI came to you,But you left meMy sharp, round,inquisitive brown eyes all puffed upand swollen today...You left me,Not utteringnot a word to me ....

taking a closer look

2009-03-09T15:03:00.000+07:00

Everything looks perfect from far away, Coming down now, to take a closer look

When what seems wrong is right

2009-03-02T11:13:00.002+07:00

The wrong thing is actually the right thing to do when everything right goes wrong and everything wrong seems right.

LIES

2009-03-02T11:09:00.002+07:00

When everyone tells the same lie, the lie automatically becomes a truth

Heartless

2009-03-01T21:09:00.004+07:00

I'm left with nothingAll that I've hoped for shatteredAll that I've believed in were nothing but liesAll that I thought as you .... was actually somebody else...All that I thought was mine .... was actually shared with othersMy heart was yours to keep, you kept it well enough, well enough so that its yours and only yours alone...The heart that only you could touch The heart that only you could

U know who U are

2009-02-28T10:32:00.001+07:00

I miss u too . . .

Light headedness

2009-02-28T09:21:00.003+07:00

I luv this feeling of "light-headedness"All that heavyness gone alreadyMy whole head feels so lightMaybe its just an 'all in the mind' thingyBut it certainly is giving me a good feelingAnd looks good tooI'm glad I did it

This is just perfect

2009-02-28T08:57:00.000+07:00

Relaku menunggu mu,Seribu tahun lama lagi,Tapi benarkah hidupku,Kan selama ini? I need to get on with life.The problem is, I don’t know what normal is anymore. And I don’t think I want normal. I want so much more. I want to fly but some things are weighing me down. I hope they could just let me go, so I may fly free, and uninhibited.

A reminder for myself

2009-02-24T07:18:00.006+07:00

Bila Allah cepat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu,Bila Dia lambat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia ingin mengujimuBila Dia tidak memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmuOleh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada Allah dalam apa jua keadaan pun ...Kerana kasih sayang Allah itu mendahului kemurkaannya.

when not knowing is best .....

2009-02-23T14:08:00.002+07:00

Some things are better left unknownbetter left unsaidbetter left unexplainedbetter left alone better left in the dark

B L E A K

2009-02-23T13:01:00.004+07:00

B L E A K definition,offering little or no hope; "the future looked black"; "prospects were bleak";bare: providing no shelter or sustenance;unpleasantly cold and damp;Showing or suggesting a deep sadness or grim depression. Referring to mourning and death.

Sadis

2009-02-20T09:56:00.001+07:00

Terlalu Sadis CaramuMenjadikan Diriku Pelampiasan CintamuAgar Dia Kembali PadamuTanpa Perduli Sakitnya AkuTega Nian Nya CaramuMenyingkirkan Diriku Dari Percintaan IniAgar Dia Kembali PadamuTanpa Perduli Sakitnya AkuSemoga Tuhan Membalas Semua Yang Terjadi Kepadaku Suatu Saat NantiHingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya Yang Kau Punya Hanya Aku Tempatmu KembaliSebagai Cintamu...Hanya Aku Tempat Mu Kembali

Pureness

2009-02-20T08:28:00.003+07:00

Pureness of the heartwhere are you ?Have you been burried deep are you waiting to be discovered ?It seems that you're not hereI'm longing for the pureness of heart ...

The 'right thing'

2009-02-20T08:16:00.001+07:00

The right thing to doMaybe something right ...Can be something wrongSo, wat is it?Will we ever know ?I don't know whats right and whats real anymoreI don't know how i'm meant to feel anymoreWhen we think it will all become clearCos i'm being taken over by the fear

what im reading ...

2009-02-01T19:22:00.008+07:00

I just started reading a book which shares about 'the mind' ...Im not even half way thru ...and im really enjoying this book which shares at the beginning, about communication. Its written like so ...Words are among the most dangerous powers a person can wield.When what you hear is not what the other person is trying to say and conversely, when what you want to say is not what the other person is

Memilikinya...

2009-01-30T16:24:00.003+07:00

Saya memiliki cintanyaSaya memiliki hatinyaSaya juga memiliki tubuhnya tapi ...tidak memiliki jalan hidupnya

Mimpi...

2009-01-30T16:18:00.001+07:00

Manusia mempunyai mimpi ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya ada yang mundur dan membuangnya dan ada yang diam dan menunggu sepanjang sisa hidupnyadan aku ....

Theres a limit ..

2009-01-26T21:57:00.002+07:00

Theres a limit to patience..to tolerance...Nobody deserves to be ill-treatedAgain n over again its the people that we love that mistreats usAbuse our feelings, making us feel so worthless...and...why do we have to tolerate them?They demand our understanding..but do they understand us?How is anything ever going to happen without communication? One has to start talking n the other to listen.When

On a break

2009-01-24T06:10:00.001+07:00

Its...Saying, i need to move on aloneI need some spaceA phase of breaking up...slowly..Just a nice way of saying break up

She loves the rain

2009-01-21T13:28:00.006+07:00

Walking out of the rain emerging from the watershe loves the rain so much and it seems that her lovely rain is going to take her away...When she's gone ...she'll be remembered for how she really loved the rain.....and when it rains...you'll smile...as it reminds you of her

I miss the sun

2009-01-15T06:40:00.000+07:00

After days and days of pouring rainWhich i think has account for gloomy days for someFinally its a sunny day Rain or shine,moods should not be affected by the weather

Almost perfect

2009-01-05T16:36:00.001+07:00

Half size bigger would be just nice A size smaller should be nicer An inch longer would be perfect A bit shorter is 'it' Slightly darker would be better A little bit hotter would be perfect A shade lighter... ? A lil longer ? Earlier ? Later is better ? Its just never perfect but ... ANNOYINGLY ALMOST OR CLOSE TO PERFECTION However...it ends like so... Oh well.. Lets just settle for this "less

Browsing on hp :-(

2008-12-29T21:10:00.003+07:00

Listening to the soothing voice of Josh groban..she's out of my life... Here i am blogging on my hp again, after looking at brochures of laptops,comparing the specs n brands. As always,i tried to do a lil research online.in the absence of a computer, id just have to do it on hp.to my dismay :-( its darn slow n scrolling took forever..loading took ages *sighs*.i lost my patience n gave up.. hmm..

Winkers in pain

2008-12-27T19:40:00.000+07:00

Been busy with the baby..Baby activities currently ,Sleep...milk...burp...sleep...cry...milk...poops...diaper change...bathe...milk...Babys got an eye infection n i think he has passed it on to me...*winks* yaa the eyes are a lil bit uncomfy Duhh negative energy does attract more negativity! Shoo ... B gone now!

R.I.P.

2008-12-27T19:35:00.001+07:00

Great just great...My laptop is broken n beyond repair...*sighs*I planned to get a new laptop after 2 years BUT did not plan for my current to break down *hikss*Wats worse .. all my stuffs stored in it...all GONE ~_~;Im just so devastated, it happened without warning.Arggghhhh!!Omg! I sound like i just lost a lover...Darn yes!we've been together for almost 2...years :-(Rest in peace my loyal

Quality time

2008-12-26T18:10:00.002+07:00

Here i am ...devastated n worried about the broken laptop. Still bloging on hp :p well ...spending less time infront of pc means more time wit the family. Was watchng my sister bathe and nurse her baby. Was playing with the nieces n nephews a.k.a. The gremlins :pSpending more time @ the dining n family hall...definitely talking alot n laughing alot...Alot of quality time :-D

A few days and its new year :)

2008-12-26T12:55:00.000+07:00

Its close to new year ..Time to recollect on what has been achieved throughout the year and its time to kick start on plans for the new year...Haven't any proud achievements to shout about in 2008...i wouldn't say its full of failures either...lets just say.. it was slow n there were no major progresses. This year was about sustaining..from falling. Count your blessings thats wat has been

What a great day :)

2008-12-23T22:24:00.000+07:00

The flu n cough is bothering me...Its been a week My laptops dead, it just wouldnt startArggghhh !Wat a great day !

2008-12-22T22:23:00.001+07:00

In bed...getting ready to sleep...listening to nineballs' hingga akhir waktu...Ku coba untuk melawan hatiTapi hampa terasa,disini tanpamuBagiku smua sangat brarti lagi..Ku ingin kau d sini tepiskan sepiku bersamamu...Tak kan pernah ada yg lain disisi, segenap jiwa hanya untukmuDan..Tak kan mungkin ada yang lain disisi..ku ingin kau disini tepis kan sepiku bersama mu...Hingga akhir waktu...

Why?

2008-12-21T21:52:00.002+07:00

Why do i feel like a burden to u?Why am i confused between tolerate n compromiseWhy do u feel that i don't understand youWhy am i consumed by all these?

Empty n singing

2008-12-20T23:55:00.001+07:00

U can say wat u want but it wont change my mindU can tell ur reasons but it wont change my feelings.. I feel the same about u

That was close!

2008-12-16T11:59:00.001+07:00

Half an inch would have changed my day,my life!Going to work on a normal day when the car infront reversed towards mine...It was so close...luckily it stopped half an inch before my car,Thats when he-the stupid irresponsible driver heard my honking n paid attention to the wheels instead of his handphone! Wat a total jerk n a piss off!

Unwell

2008-12-14T19:17:00.000+07:00

Duhh...Feeling rather crappy...Tis fever is bothering mePopped enuf pills n vitamins to make it go away but am still feelin weak The shower helped a bit I think I need a massage...badly :(

Counting down.....new years' eve ?

2008-12-09T15:30:00.003+07:00

Have always been counting the days... counting the daysfor every event :)well wat the heck ...why do i have to countlet others count for a change ....giving myself a rest to the counting :D

Sorry, I can't love you

2008-12-08T10:00:00.004+07:00

You were there when I'm downWhen i needed to smileYou listened to meYou shared alot with meAll the little things you dotells me how much you careI cherish every momentevery little thing you didI enjoyed your companyBut...its not loveYou were there to make me forget himthere when ...I needed to get my mind off himand I needed to hate himbut no matter how hard i trydeep inside he is still a part of

I wanna come home...

2008-12-07T18:57:00.005+07:00

I feel all alone I just wanna go homeI miss you...Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home...

Like a burning candle

2008-12-05T18:24:00.005+07:00

His sacrifice ...Like a candle,burning itselfto give light to others

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE

2008-11-29T07:11:00.003+07:00

High blood pressure (HBP) is a serious condition that can lead to coronary heart disease, heart failure, stroke, kidney failure and other health problems."Blood pressure" is the force of blood pushing against the walls of the arteries as the heart pumps out blood. When this pressure rises and stays high over time, it can damage the body in many ways. Blood pressure numbers include systolic and

The Sponge

2008-11-26T14:28:00.002+07:00

To them we are spongeThey want us to absorb to the fullestThey squeeze us dryThey use us to clean up messwhen we're used up and dry and oldcan't absorb no morecan't be squeezed no moreWe'll be replaced with... "a fresh spongey sponge"

31st Birthday

2008-11-26T07:14:00.007+07:00

Happily Ever AfterOn your birthday, special one,I wish that all your dreams come trueMay your day be filled with joy,Wonderful gifts and goodies, tooOn your day I wish for youFavorite people to embrace,Loving smiles and caring looksThat earthly gifts cannot replaceI wish you fine and simple pleasuresI wish you many years of laughterI wish you all of life’s best treasuresI wish you happily ever

Friends

2008-11-25T09:33:00.002+07:00

Friends are like toilet bowls...we very much in desperate to use them when we are in depressionsFriends are like broom... we use them to clean up our messFriends are like motorcycles... we add more weight on them for our convenienceHowever...Friends are also like tiger... they are fierce and powerful and they don't care who you areFriends are also like loan shark... they are after your

I want this !

2008-11-24T14:31:00.002+07:00

i want this! i want this! i want this! i want this! i want this! i want this! Cos its unexpectedly hot today ! i felt my scalp itch n itch n itch and god knows how much i need to wash my hair badly :(

Let me feel you

2008-11-23T12:43:00.003+07:00

Love meHate meLet me inLet me feel you

Tears are falling

2008-11-23T09:20:00.008+07:00

Tears that falls with emotionsThey fall with laughter and happinessTears falls with a broken heartTears they fall with painFalling in depressionFalling in despairFalling in silenceThese tears they fall for someoneSomeone worthy of the tears that fell

Maafkanlah aku

2008-11-22T15:11:00.001+07:00

Maafkanlah akuBila ku menjadi bisuKepada dirimuBukan santunku terbungkamHanya hatiku berbatasTuk mengerti kamuMaafkanlah aku..

Water Runs Dry

2008-11-22T15:05:00.001+07:00

We don't even talk anymoreAnd we don't even know what we argue aboutDon't even say I love you no more'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowedSome people will work things outAnd some just don't know how to changeLet's don't wait till the water runs dryWe might watch our whole lives pass us byLet's don't wait till the water runs dryWe'll make the biggest mistake of our livesDon't do it

My Sleepiness @ work - do's & don'ts

2008-11-20T10:58:00.003+07:00

My Sleepiness @ work - do's & don'tsDrink coffeeDrink 'Red Bull' as red bull gives you wingsMunch on tit bits like chips or nuts Brush teethWalk around and disturb my colleagues or pretend to check staffs' work :PAvoid reading as it is makes me even more sleepy =_=If all the above fails....I GO TO SLEEP

Feeling so 'LIFELESS'

2008-11-19T12:37:00.002+07:00

Suddenly she felt so lifelessThere's just no "life" to her lifeshe realised...She needs excitementshe needs to do somethingshe needs something newmaybe someone newanything...anything that would make...life more exciting ...life more cheerful...and certainlylife more meaningful

Live your life

2008-11-16T22:12:00.005+07:00

Do everything possible to make yourself happy.If you are not getting the proper attention from the one who claims they love you and want to be with you find the one who will give you that attention.Whenever you feel like things are not happening fast enough, make them happen.You control your own destiny and you can't give control to others.You only have one life, live your life!

My sunday

2008-11-16T08:24:00.001+07:00

This is my sundayDoing all for meAnything i wantWhatever that pleases meThe whole day just for meCall me selfish or self centered Afterall...this is mySUNDAY

walking away...

2008-11-15T20:52:00.001+07:00

I've had enoughim putting an end to all thisim calling it quitsand walking away nowgoing to where someone awaits meand needs me...

Thank you for the days ...

2008-11-11T19:30:00.005+07:00

No news as bad or as shockingThen to be told that you are illIll, with a deadly diseaseEverything shatters...falls apart...and wat you could think of is giving up giving up on life...Knowing you will fail those who depends on you...it makes you break down...Everything you have planned shatters in front of youAll these while you have forgotten ...'he' has other plans for you...We may have

Last nite was not bout sweet dreams...

2008-11-11T06:50:00.000+07:00

Yeah..it was not :(It was a nite of nitemares...Wonder what negativity could have brought them near me...It was not about ghosts or monsters...Even if it was... I wudnt careBut this was bout peoplePeople really close to me...Those who i really care about..They were drowning...Drowning n dying... :-(Wats the message behind this?Are they in trouble?God...please protect them...

Monday smile

2008-11-10T06:47:00.002+07:00

Good morning myself!I thought it wud rain but it is a sunny day afterallLeft the house 'Right' foot first'Right' mindsetHappy music all day...It is going to be a good day cause nobody or no one is going to be in my way,i will not allow it to happen, not today ...Lets start with a smile, a sincere from 'the heart' smile :)