U know who U are

I miss u too . . .

Light headedness

I luv this feeling of "light-headedness"
All that heavyness gone already
My whole head feels so light
Maybe its just an 'all in the mind' thingy
But it certainly is giving me a good feeling
And looks good too
I'm glad I did it

This is just perfect

Relaku menunggu mu,
Seribu tahun lama lagi,
Tapi benarkah hidupku,
Kan selama ini?

I need to get on with life.The problem is, I don’t know what normal is anymore. And I don’t think I want normal. I want so much more.

I want to fly but some things are weighing me down. I hope they could just let me go, so I may fly free, and uninhibited.

A reminder for myself

Bila Allah cepat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu,
Bila Dia lambat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia ingin mengujimu
Bila Dia tidak memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu
Oleh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada Allah dalam apa jua keadaan pun ...
Kerana kasih sayang Allah itu mendahului kemurkaannya.

when not knowing is best .....

Some things are better left unknown

better left unsaid

better left unexplained

better left alone

better left in the dark

B L E A K

B L E A K

definition,

offering little or no hope; "the future looked black"; "prospects were bleak";

bare: providing no shelter or sustenance;

unpleasantly cold and damp;

Showing or suggesting a deep sadness or grim depression. Referring to mourning and death.

Sadis

Terlalu Sadis Caramu
Menjadikan Diriku Pelampiasan Cintamu
Agar Dia Kembali Padamu
Tanpa Perduli Sakitnya Aku

Tega Nian Nya Caramu
Menyingkirkan Diriku Dari Percintaan Ini
Agar Dia Kembali Padamu
Tanpa Perduli Sakitnya Aku

Semoga Tuhan Membalas
Semua Yang Terjadi Kepadaku
Suatu Saat Nanti
Hingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya
Yang Kau Punya Hanya Aku
Tempatmu Kembali
Sebagai Cintamu...

Hanya Aku Tempat Mu Kembali

Pureness

Pureness of the heart
where are you ?
Have you been burried deep
are you waiting to be discovered ?
It seems that you're not here
I'm longing for the pureness of heart ...

The 'right thing'

The right thing to do
Maybe something right ...
Can be something wrong

So, wat is it?
Will we ever know ?

I don't know whats right and whats real anymore
I don't know how i'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cos i'm being taken over by the fear

what im reading ...

I just started reading a book which shares about 'the mind' ...
Im not even half way thru ...and im really enjoying this book which shares at the beginning, about communication. Its written like so ...

Words are among the most dangerous powers a person can wield.
When what you hear is not what the other person is trying to say and conversely, when what you want to say is not what the other person is hearing—a conversation can quickly turn into a confrontation.
The best precautions are first, not to take the words we hear literally, and second, not to trust your own interpretation of others' statements. If you are in a bad mood and looking for trouble, you may interpret a comment negatively, whereas if you are in a peaceful state of mind, your interpretation may be the opposite, resulting in an altogether different conversation.

You cannot enter into anyone else's mind and know exactly how they are thinking at at the moment, nor can you expect anyone else to know what is going on in the maze of your mind. You alone are responsible for your reactions to the words of others.

Many arguments erupt because we interpret words according to what they mean to us rather than to the speaker. Understanding that words are nothing more than concepts with a meaning understood individually and notnecessarily identically by everyone, your perspective will quickly expand. You will discover that words are only the beginning—a means of opening the mind to receive a thought. To bring this expanded perspective to the messages you convey, imagine that every word has a hundred meanings. Accepting that your words have different meanings to different people will greatly improve your ability to communicate without conflict because that concept will force you to choose your words carefully. Conversely, remember that when you listen, you have that many meanings combined with the same amount from the speaker. The potential for misunderstanding is infinite. It is only by chance that we can communicate effectively.

Problems can arise when you make the false assumption that since we speak the same language, all words have the same meaning to each of us. Illusions like this are the cause of conflicts. Objective acceptance that things are not as clear as they appear and that the rest of the world does not necessarily think the same way you do will solve many problems before they begin.

And so .. i think its a good book and its actually the right time :)